Digitaly Nichole

everyone always wonders why i’m never in a good mood. I don’t know. maybe its because my sleep is so messed up. or maybe its because it seems like i’m always sick. which could lead you to maybe its becase i dont feel as though my husband loves me anymore. and maybe thats why I’m always blue and have migraines. because nothing I do is good enough

its never what I DO its the stupuid random stuff that he comes up with that i DIDNT DO. just because you tell me you love me all the time doesn’t mean its something that i’m feeling.

everytime his brother comes over he pulls off this attitude of an ASS. like i’m beneath him or something. hes already started and hasnt been home an hour yet. over shadows fish bowl. i left it up here and forgot to take it back downstairs. yeah man that really seems like something to start a fight over! and then he wants to know if i want to drink tonight? yeah right. apparently if he’s already acting like that it will only get worse with alcohol  and I wnat to be sober enough to leave if I need to

well not really. yesterday I totally cleaned shadows room. like  dusted and mopped and all that. so it might not be organized but at least its clean.

today i’m trying to get somethings cleaned in my room. and oh yeah theres transcription due again…like wtf is up with that? um we’ll see if it gets done or not. i have till midnight…

I was trying to find out how many classes that i needed to graduate. well i thought it was 2 maybe 3…but I came in in the middle of the programchange so i can choose the 2005 program with 1 class or the 2007 program with 3 classes.

which one should i choose? lol of course i’m being sarcastic

ok I figure its friday so davidwill be bringing his bro home this evening so i’ll definanlty be around

xo ng

boo. well i’m pissed about the whole election thing but whatever. thats all I will say on the subject. and i’m really sick of people going on and on about this crap. serisously its over and done and cant noone change it so MOVE ON!!

i think that my mom is comming over to wax my floors tommorow lol. whatever floats her boat. we just paranoid cuz my grandma is comming down and we dont want her talkin crap about us when she goes back home. see she went to my uncles house and it was HORRIBLE they even had rats at his house. which i mean me n my mom dont by any means. we just want to be clean you know

yesterday I slept about all morning and got a few things done around here in the evening. today i cleaned a whole lot in shadows room. my cold is gone for the most part finally !!

david got hurt today at work. he fell off the ladder on his truck and got caught on the thing they call a cat walk and he is bruised/cut up under his arm pretty bad

ok so i;m out for now.

damn my site is DEAD i know i’m not the worlds greatest to get around and comment but i’ve been doing better

looks like time to join some message boards again as well.  i need some activity on here to keep me busy

I do appreciate my regular visitors ..don’t get me wrong  just things are a little dead.

sometimes I wish I had a hosted site so i could do a little more content… eh

ook i’m out

<3 <3 NG

dude. gotta start sleeping past 6 a.m… on the weekends at least.

I woke up at 3 a.m (2 a.m whichever way time change confuses things) and shadow was laying in his room on his stool looking lonley so i scooped him up and took him in the bedroom with the rest of us.

well ever since then he’s gotten on my dresser and tried to knock stuff off…then he was on my night stand about to roll my phone, flashlight, glasses and other assorted stuff into the floor..and then he did that again.

since i generally feel better… except for an annoying cough and my eyes burning out of my head i jut decided to get up. i’m prob going to my moms latter to get my hair done anyways so i figure i’ll get up and get some things done so david doesnt annoy me while i’m doing them

yesterday we ended up taking davids brother home and we stayed like all day. we went to some little halloween thing his dads familywas having and duke started acting crazy so we found out my parents were back in town, and I took duke there and dropped him off and we went back. it would have been more fun if these people wouldnt hold things david did when he was like 16 over his head now that he’s married and 23 !

we actually saw his uncle, the one that refused to marry us and I hope he freakin dies after seeing that 1 1/2 years latter we are still married!!!or after almost 2 years together we are still together whichever way you want to look at it.

there are a few random pics i’m putting up at flickr. i had one of me and davids brother on the hayride but i was lookin mucho rough becuz of not having my hair done, and this cold..

ok i’m out . gonna wash some clothes, some dishes, clean the bathroom and generally straighten up before i go to my moms. davids staying here today sooo blah

xo ng

Gel. promise i will get that link up ASAP

ps. oh snap. i have transcription due today too. oh well.

ok me and my screwed up sleep seriously. like on saturday I cant sleep for crap and sundays I sleep all day unless i go to my parents or whatever. i’m weird. i guess since the time changes I will be doing better. love the time change

cold has progressed into a chest cold instead of a head cold, which generally speaking for myself means that it will soon be gone thankfully! thats part of the reason I am up early as crap. duke and david were hogging the cover/bed so i was like ok just get up. me and shadow are always up together hes good company!

i had to wash my hair because it was getting blah..(in case you dont know my mom is a cosmotologist and she flat irons my hair for me once a week cuz i’m stupid and cant ever get the back lol) so now i look like a troll mop head. BLAH. so pale and troll like (and i have that jewel in my belly button lol)

I dont know if david is taking his bro home today or what. so i’m not sure what i’ll be doing today

just someone remind me to update gels link before all is said and done

ok gotta go find the shadow. i left him downstairs with some wet food and if i dont put it up when he’s through duke will eat it.

ugh. I have a cold. AGAIN lol. i mean already two colds this fall? doesnt look well does it? usually I dont get sick like this but I guess since having the cervical cancer my immune system doesnt work as good as it used to

david is bringing his bro home..which you know IRKS ME THE HELL OFF> and I only had like a20 minute warning. oh joys. so if your keeping track, sick and soon to be aggravated …YAY

i was planning to have a special evening with my husband and everything but well everytime i have that planned something happens…

well i willdefinanly update in a lil bit. i’m gonna try to take some more zicam because its the only thing making me feel alive right now

did i write here about getting a razr phone the other night? well I did lol. it is black, butI have a pink playboy bunny cover on it that makes it look…weird. it will be my picture of the day from monday for 365 when i get it up so you will see what I mean

duke had a photograph shoot today lol. with his new frisbee university hoodie and big brush bone. hes just tooo precious.

still trying to find out why when i was looking though my pics in longhorn while ago there was some kind of error and I lost a picture? i hate when that crap happens…and well i wouldnt have out and right deleted it but things happen.(ie david did it.. i could have brought it home and checked it out first but NO) i just wonder what pic it was. guess of duke

anyways enough of the pointless posts huh. hee hee. out .gonna get some comfuy clothes on get into bed watch family guy and go to sleep. I have freakin emerging tech @ 8 a/m tommorow. dont get me started

yo yo yo

so does noone other than michelle have twitter ?? lol or am I just that unpopular. eeee?

I can’t go to my moms tommorow because it will be too cold for duke to  be outside early in the morning. so i think my mom is comming over here. oh brother. I havent scrubbed my house from top to bottomn yet this week!

i’m waiting for david to get back from mcdonalds and bring me my big mac w/o cheese combo. and watching house.when i get through with all that i’ll make a mad dash through the house..ie sweep my steps and clean up my bathroom a little bit…eh

i still gotta get started making the family dvd. and i’m making a wedding dvd.

oh me

ciao

xo ng

i can SO feel a headache comming. luckily i’ll only be here at school about 20 more min and I can go home and take something for it. I have tylenol with me but I prefer to take advil. plus I’d have to go buy a drink out of the machine  maybe i should take the advil migraine..i have one of those with me and i’m starting to feel queezy

ugh. this class is so stupid. thats all i’m gonna say. ha ha

ok pointless post. i thought i’d have more to say. .. perhaps latter when  i dont feel like i’m gonna hurl over the keyboard??